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Y una enorme e interminable búsqueda...ansiosa, demasiado quizá y nunca supe que buscaba porque no lo encontré, pero creo que todos buscamos algo en ese lugar, no sabemos qué o quizá lo tenemos muy claro. Yo ni siquiera sabía que buscaba ALGO hasta que me di cuenta que no encontré nada, mi búsqueda será hasta que me muera, lo tengo claro...aunque no sepa que busco...lo hago.

Me quedo con esos HUMANOS que se despojaron del avatar y me abrieron la puerta de su palpitante y bombeante corazón, que me brindaron confianza, unos ojos bien abiertos y unos oídos atentos, una lengua filosa pero amorosa y honesta, muchas risas...relajación y un gran humor, me quedo con todos ustedes que han creído en mí (y saben bien quienes son FAMILIA), con aquellos hermanos, primos, padre adoptivo y abuelos por pertenencia y convicción...Con los amigos de afuera que envicié y que siempre han estado adentro...incluso antes que existiera "el juego"

Me quedo con aquellos a quienes pude estrujar y sentir, que ahora llamo amigos...aunque varios ni siquiera recuerden promesas que hicieron que se convirtieron en discursos baratos y uso de los demás, me quedo con la enorme e inagotable creatividad de los habitantes,paseantes y transeúntes de la Segunda Vida, con esas cosas alucinantes y lisérgicas que sólo ahí adentro podrían suceder, me quedo con el activismo y la búsqueda (TODOS buscamos algo) de la comunidad...de la razón en la virtualidad. Me quedo con el adentro que más bien quizá es un afuera o hasta una paralela.

Y todo lo anterior no significa que deje la Segunda Vida, una adicción no es fácil de dejar, es un proceso largo, pero sucederá...pareciese que al humano actual la libertad no le bastase y debe encadenarse a todo aquello que le produzca placer...fatuo es verdad...pero hedonistas al final. Cuántas veces no hemos escuchado o pronunciado la salida de allá adentro, en sadomasoquistas e hipócritas todos nos convertimos en algún momento...y todo allá adentro.

En fin dije que no sería larga la entrada y terminó siéndolo...

Un abrazo grande y...¡Gracias!

Cambio y Fuera...


P.D.

¡Cuánto azote y clavadez!...pero es sólo una vez al año...¡aguanten!




03 septiembre 2008

38 Comments:

Fernanda Cimino said...

¡Ay, felicidades Anky!... por haber cumplido un año más "resbalando" por el túnel de la no-realidad que es la SV. Me gustó mucho la manera como describes lo que ocurre "adentro". Toda despedida lleva su dósis de nostalgia y me sentí un tanto contristada al leer pero... lo que se tenga que hacer se hará. Lo único rescatable de todo esto, insisto, es el lazo invisible que la tecnología logra crear entre personas que quizás en otras circunstancias jamás hubieran cruzado palabra, pero que ahora, como en mi caso, me arrancan una sonrisota al recordar una divertida noche de marzo cuando por fin ¡por fiiiiin! se me hizo conocer a la persona detrás del avi de la enigmática Ananké Kronos. El día que yo decida borrar el programa de mi pc, ese encuentro será lo mas valioso que guardaré.

Hasta siempre, Anky, amiga.

*Helix Rehula said...

=)))) .. DJCIZAÑA QUERIDA.
no se si me tomes a mi en tus amigos* ..como dice en el post.
La verdad me viene valiendo.. porque yo a ti si te considero! jajaj y aparte me enseñaste y compartimos un buen..mas en mis inicios que decia..*porque fregados esa avi anda vestida como calavera? * LOL.
t quiero mucho.
ya no ande con drama! ..
tu post esta muy lindo.. estoy muy orgullosa de ti.. de tu examen profesional. de tu nuevo work.. me acuerdo que me decias que siempre se enojaban tu maestros porque faltabas mucho a clases..que me enseñaste a mandar notices etc etc.
GRACIAS ANKY.
quien quite y un dia nos conozcamos en RL.. y echarnos unas chelas.. quien quite. =))
t quiero cabrona! =)

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Ankyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! achis pos ni que decir, la vida real te reclama en este momento mas tiempo para ella, como te dije online felicidades por haber terminado tu carrera, aunque ahora iniciaras otra en la que no se asiste a ninguna aula, ademas ya estas en la PEA jejeje bienvenida!! y como bien dices algun dia todos tendremos que decidir partir, y al final de todo lo unico valioso sera las verdaderas amistades que se lograron hacer, yo tuve el gusto se conocerte en diciembre del 2006, mi amiga invisible en el intercambio de regalos de Corazon inferno y Extasis (wow estoy narrando historia SL), y desde entonces eso te considero solo con la variante de no ser invisible, ahora ya se quien y como eres, y es un gustazo conocerte ankyyy,,, y cuando entres aunque poco ya sabes al ring ring del IM me tienes o como dices hasta en el mazzinger jaja,,,, y no mas que me de una escapada al defe,,, te caigo,,xD con todo y camarones jeje...abrazos y besos ankyy y estamos en contacto.

Maluza

pd. por ti muchismos en SL me dicen Maluza jajaja.

yeka gasser said...

ok ! ok! ora si le hablo d usté ..
pues anotandome en esta lista reducida de personas k cumpliremos 2 años en sl(sisi bola de viciosos), kiero decirle anky k usté muy especial en mi vida desde el momento k mentaste madres en "el bar del tio joda o extasy" jajaja ah k cosas dije esta , siii esta es mexicana !!!ufffffffff k alivio! ese sarcasmo y esa forma de ser k nos caracteriza a los mexas ahi fue donde la conoci.. (shalalala ♫♫ ), despues de este par d años en estos lares alternos a nuestra vida, puedo decir k sl es super extension de lo k somos, hoy ! ambas vivimos muchas cosas y si es un honor haber pisado el mismo camino k el suyo, ahora conservar una amistad en ambas vidas y si hubiera una tercera por supuesto k seriamos amigas =P ! no muera Chilanguisima del Mal! k nos depara otros añitos mas por este simulador =P

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uf!!! ke decir de la ankiss , lorenza, ke desde ke te conoci eres igual a una prima en RL y al ver tus fotos lo comprobe, no cabe duda son iguales.Bueno eso te lo dije y lo sabes, ademas tu Humor sarcastico es el ke me encanta de ti, en pocas palabras te vale madre lo ke la gente opine de ti. Y aunque no te conosco en RL un dia ke vengas a Oax, espero poderte conocer y tambien pake conoscas al loko de el Chipo y amis chamacos, ke uno kedo encantado con tu AVI llamado "El gato Morto" por ahi nos estaremos viendo en el maravilloso mundo de Second Lag.

P.D Me mandas TP o me mandas Landmark pa los freebies, ke pa esos somos re wenas aunke esperemos horas pa' ke pase la chingada A (pinches japoneses pura mendiga Y,Z)

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